By Laura Bernstein-Machlay
–After Susan Mitchell
It’s spring in Detroit so an old woman throws wide every window of her house to traffic song and bird chatter. She mutters Yiddish beneath her breath, the air twitching in time like a breezy choirmaster. Outside, the lilacs pant in good measure, their sugar scent somersaulting toward heaven. The woman counts her breaths like new pennies. When she’s ready, she gathers Zaidy’s white white shirts still warm from the dryer, spreads them over her kitchen table for pressing. No sorrow, no fables scribbled across snappish cotton. The elderly iron cackles and moans. It knows its job by heart. Upstairs, an old man plays his part in Rachmaninoff’s Sonata in G Minor, bow rolling snail-steady over cello strings, ghost of a piano plinking along in his head. No quiver, never mind the cool drafts scurrying like lemmings through all the rooms of the house. The man closes his eyes, weaves with his instrument in this dance they’ve practiced for decades. Till the old woman calls him down for salmon patties, oversalted lima beans, Jello green as new grass. As the man eats, the woman mends socks beside him. No words no words. They’ll remain this way, like paper dolls posed in fragile tableau, long after they’ve faded from the planet. Even as I write this—black scrawlings across white white screen. The light from within that carries me home.
Laura Bernstein-Machlay is a Detroiter whose poems and essays have appeared in the Alaska Quarterly Review, The American Scholar, Fourth Genre, Georgia Review, Massachusetts Review, Michigan Quarterly Review, North American Review and many others. Her collection of creative nonfiction essays, Travelers, was published in 2018.
Image by Rose Miller courtesy of Unsplash
Such a gift you have for turning the mundane into magical moments. This piece is breathtaking.
The image of age is vivid, the hint of the eternal, stunning. This will stay with me.
The cloth, the weaving, the musical notes drifting through the air. Love this. Thank you!
Beautiful! Poetic. Daily life exalted.
So so beautiful. Buba and Zaide in my house too. This is so gentle, sad, and true. Exquisite writing, imagery, little tiny tensions, perhaps my own, and not the Bubby and Zaiddy’s. Thank you.
This is pure poetry. Gorgeous.
This is one of the most beautiful paragraphs I have read in a long time. Sad and beautiful both in terms of feeling. The craft is superb, especially the use of original adjectives. Thank you for sharing.
So lovely. My grandma died in 83 while I was abroad on my first trip. When we said goodbye, she was crying, saying she’d never see me again. I said of course we’d see each other again. She was right. She was 83, my grandfather already dead for decades, so I never saw her in wifely mode, only grandma and mother to my mom– a freighted relationship. But to me, she was like a god!
Thank you for this powerful piece.
…like paper dolls posed in fragile tableau. This took my breath away.
Oh the perfection that is life. With all its symmetries and asymmetries.
This piece is sheer poetry. The beauty lies in the depth of its sparseness and simplicity. It will stay with me for a long time.
Your writing takes my breath away. The imagery in this piece is exquisite.
“ghost of a piano plinking along in his head.” Wonderful imagery!
Gorgeous writing! So vivid and poetic and such a lovely tribute.