By Dawn Tasaka Steffler
I’m down to two beloved, elderly hens who, like me, have no eggs left. I’ve always felt a sisterhood with my hens, though my lifetime of monthly bleeding and a mere three babies never compared to their daily need to squat and squeeze the equivalent of a watermelon from their poultry vaginas.
For their service, I share leftovers from my fridge: chow mein is a favorite. Then we all hobble around with our chronic bumblefoot, arthritis, and bum knees, me gardening, them scratching for bugs under the lemon tree.
There are endless tomorrows. Until there aren’t. Inevitably, one of them will not survive the night. The internet says a single hen can’t thrive; she needs to be rehomed with another flock. With hens who might bully her or a rooster who might relentlessly mount her tired, eggless body?
Or—she could live out her days in my yard? The last of her kind, as far as she knows. A gentle apocalypse. I ask myself, what would I prefer? Well, that’s easy. I would prefer the lady who speaks to me softly and feeds me chow mein.
Dawn Tasaka Steffler is an Asian-American writer from Hawaii who lives in the San Francisco Bay Area. She was a Smokelong Quarterly Emerging Writer Fellow, Winner of the Bath Flash Fiction Award, Finalist in Fractured Lit’s Flash Fiction OPEN, and selected for Best Small Fictions and an Anthology of Rural Stories by Writers of Color, 2025 (EastOver Press). Her work appears or is forthcoming in The Forge, In Short, Sundog Lit, Waxwing, Cutleaf and more. Find her online at dawntasakasteffler.com and on BlueSky, Instagram, and Facebook @dawnsteffler.
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Lovely read!!
As a former chicken owner, I loved this.
Beautiful, the universality of the bond, down-to-earth, humble. “We all hobble around with our chronic bumblefoot, arthritis, and bum knees…” Thank you.
Moving, brilliant, poignant and profound. I’ve read it several times and each time I love the ending more. It makes so much sense to me, that two species who feed each other and love each other should want the best for each other. As human’s, we have the ability to ask,“what would I prefer,” And then make it happen. You really made me care.
This description of a pending decision based on the history of being together is so lovely, I want to hug the page I’m reading. Imagining the thoughts of a hen, or anyone else who cannot speak, is why we are called to do unto others as we would have them do unto us. That’s all we’ve got for instructions.
Just wonderful! Your descriptions are original: squeezing out watermelons from their paltry vaginas, a gentle apocalypse, I love your sense of humor and that your hen sisters love your chow mein. Your writing was a wonderful pick me up on a cold frigid morning. Thank you for making my day!
wonderful, as I sit here in the sun, eggless and arthritic, longing for a kind voice and shared chow mein.
I love this so much. Every word intentional and perfect. The bond with animals is tender and real. Thank you.
Wow, Dawn, I loved so much about this piece especially the last line. <3
What a wonderful piece! I do not own hens, but I am an old woman, and I can easily relate. Thanks for this essay.
I still have four free ,same colors. This is a great write funny and sad.
This is why I love micro, stunning pieces like this 🙂
This is lovely and sad. Thank you for sharing it. Your empathy for your old hen is palpable. Of course she would rather live out her days with you!
This is lovely and sad. Your empathy for your old hen is palpable. Of course she would rather live out whatever time she has left with you!
So sweet—I forwarded to all of my hen keeping friends.
As a child. . .many decades ago, now. . .I had chickens–roosters, I think–in my backyard in a small, suburban neighborhood. I will always remember ‘my’ chickens!
This makes me want a hen of my own! Beautiful.
lovely, as I sit here eggless and arthritic, longing for a friendly voice and chow mein.
I’ve never considered the special bond us egg-havers have with our feathered fellow egg-havers. It really is a special thing. Thank you for giving me this new perspective. I keep returning to the words “A gentle apocalypse” and I will keep returning until my own comes. Grateful for this moment and for you and your little ladies.
This is such a beautiful piece! I love how you used your hens to talk about your relationship to yourself and your body. Your wit is brilliant and the poignance of your piece isn’t lost in it. This piece is going to stay with me for a long time.
Thank you everyone for the wonderful comments, I so appreciate you reading my little piece. I just wanted to say, Dottie passed last night from old age. She stopped eating yesterday. I put her in a box on some shavings in my garage, and when I checked on her this morning, she was gone. She was nine years old. It seems like Coco’s gentle apocalypse begins today. I don’t think either of us are ready for it. I don’t know what else to say, so I’ll just say thank you and take care, and don’t forget to hug someone today. Much love, Dawn.
Beautiful Dawn! We sent our last chicken to a beautiful farm in the hills above San Jose so she wouldn’t be lonely. A week later we called to see if we could return for a visit, and found out she had been caught by a coyote! Should have kept her home and fed her chow mein!