By Ronit Plank
This visit back east to the City, so different from the green and wet where we live now. All week we’ve been touring colleges for my youngest, meeting up with my old friends and great aunts, dining at tables on sidewalks. I forgot what it’s like here—the pace, the heat. How people fend for themselves.
Carts of bagels, carts of hot dogs, carts of coffee. And blessed late-night chicken and rice, sausage and onions filling the air around us, beckoning my son hours after we ate. I give the cook a twenty for this twelve-dollar meal and from behind a steam-soaked window he kisses his fingers in thanks, releases them in my direction. No, I whisper, Thank you. For feeding my boy at midnight, his second dinner, our first quiet moment this bustling trip.
We sit on a bench in the dark. The streets are empty. Forsythia blossoms wink in the stillness, yellow dashes and dots interrupting endless brick and stone. The breeze picks up and I pass my son a napkin. He doesn’t say much. He’s hungry.
That doesn’t stop me from asking him how he’s feeling, if he’s tired, from talking the way I always do, my love languages. Forkful by forkful, he listens, he nods. Curls like mine, falling into his eyes. These ten minutes together lodge inside me. The CVS still lit up, the food truck kicking up smoke. I think about the time we have left, the time we don’t.
Ronit Plank is a writer, teacher, & editor whose work has appeared in The Atlantic, Poets & Writers, The Rumpus, Hippocampus, The New York Times, & elsewhere, earning Best of the Net, Best Microfiction, & Pushcart Prize nominations. Her first book is the memoir When She Comes Back, her second the short story collection Home is a Made-Up Place. She’s CNF Editor at The Citron Review & hosts the podcast & Substack Let’s Talk Memoir. Find her at ronitplank.com & across social media @RonitPlank.
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“…The time we have left, the time we don’t…” That time we don’t have left, we once did, and we carry & mold in memory, we time- binding creatures. This reminds me of times past when I lived in a Mexican city. Thank you for this interlude on a quiet spring morning.
Thank you for reading my piece and for your message, Rusty.
Such an evocative, familiar description of those moments, Ronit. Beautiful writing. So vivid, especially to this mother of three grown daughters—now mothers themselves.
Thank you for reading, Stephanie, and for this kind message.
The college tour, so tender-tough and irreplaceable and precious. Thank you.
Thank you, Alexandra!
“These 10 minutes together lodge inside me . . . I think about the time we have left, the time we don’t. Those words made my heart ache, resonant and bittersweet. They will lodge inside me.
*“These 10 minutes together lodge inside me . . . I think about the time we have left, the time we don’t.” I left out the second quotation mark. Oops.
This is such a lovely thought: “No, I whisper, Thank you. For feeding my boy at midnight” inside a lovely piece about capturing a moment within a moment. Thank you!
Thank you, Sarah. I appreciate your message.
Wendy, thank you so much. <3
Just lovely.
Thank you, Seth.
Ronit, this beautifully captures an exquisite moment of many mixed emotions. I’ve been there, and I was back there again with this essay.
Karen, thank you so much for your kind words and for reading my work.
Lovely and relatable.
Thank you, Mary Elizabeth.
Lovely essay, Ronit. Travels through the past, present, and future. Makes me miss my home.
Thank you for reading my work, Jean-Marie, and for this message.
Beautiful piece, Ronit!
Thank you, Leslie!!
So very good!
Thank you for reading my work, MJ!
“… blossoms wink…” made me pause. Lovely writing.
Thank you, Jane.
I love this. The sights, the smells; It took me there, with my always hungry sons so relatable.