Colonized Bodies, Colonized Islands

Colonized Bodies, Colonized Islands

By Glen Retief

Women Surrounded by Water by Patricia Coral

It is no criticism of Woman Surrounded by Water to say that this exquisitely lyric memoir, with its remarkable range of narrative forms, contains few plot surprises. Put simply, water and men represent danger, while art, books, food, and female ancestors all seem to provide solace. These themes play across the memoir’s three major sections, land, shore, and ocean, like subtly pleasing musical motifs. 

“I was raised to fear the water,” writes Coral in the first sentence, and although she is talking about the ocean rather than rainwater, by the end of Women, the narrator will see, in the aftermath of Hurricane Maria, “La Plata dam overflowing. . . the street that goes to my parents’ house turned into a river. Currents of brown water drowning my parents’ neighborhood.”

Similarly, in one of the earliest chapters, “Marriage Addictions 1,” readers are told in the third paragraph that “I don’t have a picture of your forehead cut open”—a reference to a later scene where the narrator sees her husband strung out on drugs, with “red blood running through your nose. . . like a river flowing into the sea.” On an otherwise exhilarating first trip together, a newly-married, youthful Coral “asked you to stop ordering so many drinks at the bar”—thus signaling the nature of at least one of the addictions that will ultimately break this marriage.

As a child, Coral learned that for women, “If you didn’t have a man who loved you, who could prove you were loveable, you were incomplete.” In this respect, women are, we later learn like “the motherland,” who has “never been free.” “I was raised,” Coral tells us in an echo of the opening line, “to fear being left or abandoned.” She might well be talking about husbands. Yet she pivots immediately from gender to nation, from colonized bodies to colonized islands. “`Any day now the USA could tire of us and leave us to our own luck,’ they always told us.” And then, even more explicitly, “You are a woman, and you are an island.”

The trope of self-as-postcolonial-nation is, of course, well-trodden. There is the Buendía clan, representing a hundred years of solitary Colombian history; Saleem Sinai, born at the exact moment of India’s independence, and thereby “handcuffed to history.” In nonfiction, to name just a few, we have Orwell’s elephant representing the British Empire and Baldwin imagining God has marked his father’s death with a Harlem race riot.

What is freshly powerful here, though, is the potent and direct invocation of woman as a tiny, dependent commonwealth, and the innovative riffing Coral does with this metaphor. Thus, we have both marital storms and meteorological ones, both spousal and government abandonments. Of the handful of original poems she includes in the memoir, one of the most poignant, “ruta panorámica,” is about the latter, the “blue tarps of FEMA” which “Never get here/In time.” 

Such profound and intersecting forms of powerlessness might be expected to lead to outrage. However, rather than anger, a tone of tender melancholy permeates Women Surrounded by Water. At times Coral’s calmness is deeply moving, as when she comments on a picture of her great-grandmother: “I wonder if this photo was taken before or after your husband hit you.” 

At other times, Coral reports former rage and grief in a matter-of-fact register that almost plays as surreal understatement. After describing attending the funeral of a nineteen-year-old drug dealer shot seven times, she states, addressing her husband, “I was angry at [the dealer] for selling drugs to people like you and at you for buying them. I was sad there was nothing I could do to save [him]. To save you.” Suffice it to say, here, that many spouses would be too enraged to even attend the funeral of a criminal who helped sustain their life partner’s addictions, let alone feel regret over not being able to save him.

Roughly speaking, the first act of the narrative here is the story of the author’s unhappy marriage. The second is the tale of fleeing Puerto Rico after her divorce, and making a diasporic life for herself in Houston, one which culminates, first, in the agony of not knowing for days whether her family is still alive during Hurricane Maria, and then in the relative solace of offering her house as a refuge for migrants fleeing the chaos. The final act is a kind of denouement, where the narrator rescues her medical resident brother from a severe case of PTSD-induced isolation in his apartment, brought on, it seems, chiefly by the horrors he saw volunteering in the island’s post-Maria hospitals.

Close to the end of the memoir, a prose poem entitled “the one who learns to swim in the ocean” focuses on wholeness: “And I stick myself together. Each time a little faster.” Here, although literally, of course, Patricia Coral has not returned to live in Puerto Rico—she resides in Washington, DC and, though bilingual, chose to publish her memoir in English—it is as if she has overcome her childhood warnings about sea currents, which were also admonitions about husbands and colonizers. The dangers are not gone, but Coral has learned that she is “a daughter of the ocean” where sea creatures call her name—the name which is also that of “[c]orals [that] can live on their own but are primarily associated with the communities they construct.”

One such community Coral builds appears to be that of the Puerto Rican diaspora. Another is literary, as evidenced by the book’s generous and lengthy acknowledgements. A third is Coral’s female ancestors, who loom, at the end of the memoir, much less as foci of the narrator’s curiosity and more as muses or companions.

“Abuela, I am your ink and pen,” she writes, underneath what seems, from the clothing and furniture, to be a picture of her grandmother, and labelled somewhat confusingly, although also in an act of homage, “author’s pic.” Coral continues, “Sentences that you left unsaid… I take the voice that drowned in your throat and write you.” Here, as a South African American, I am reminded of the well-known isiZulu concept from my own childhood, ubuntu. This means, more or less, “I exist because you exist,” a more radical formulation of “No man is an island.” Abuela is an author here because Patricia is an author, and questions about whether an author’s pic needs to be of the person who literally typed the words into the computer, or the person whose spirit and example inspired the project—well, such concerns seem, in the light of all the weighty issues this memoir so brilliantly dramatizes, ultimately ephemeral.

Poetic, intelligent, formally and culturally hybrid, and emotionally powerful, Women Surrounded by Water offers an important meditation on gender, family, imperialism, and natural disasters, amplified by factors like anthropogenic climate change and official indifference. It also introduces into the creative nonfiction genre an eloquent, sensitive, and talented new voice.

 

Women Surrounded by Water by Patricia Coral
Mad Creek Books
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Glen Retief’s memoir, The Jack Bank (SMP, 2011) won a Lambda Literary Award and was selected as a Book of 2011 by the Africa Book Club. Retief’s essays and short stories have appeared in numerous publications and journals, including Virginia Quarterly Review, Michigan Quarterly Review, Kenyon Review, and Yale Review. He writes an occasional column of creative nonfiction for the South African Daily Maverick newspaper.

Retief is an associate professor of creative nonfiction at Susquehanna University. From 2001 to 2002, he served as a Fulbright Scholar in Mamelodi, South Africa, where he helped develop a creative writing-based curriculum to build academic skills and motivation for underprivileged high school students.

 

Standing on the Threshold Between: An Exploration of Liminal Spaces and Transitions

Standing on the Threshold Between: An Exploration of Liminal Spaces and Transitions

By Lara Lillibridge

The Exit is the Entrance: Essays on Escape (part of the Crux series) by Lydia Paar

The Exit is the Entrance is a collection of essays on leaving—going to as well as away from—college, the military, relationships, wrong decisions. It is a series of ruminative journeys written in first, second, and third person long-form essays, in which Paar explores creativity, erasure, our connection to the earth and each other in lyrical prose. Set mostly in the Southwestern United States, Paar also travels back and forth across the country and down to Peru.

The essay “Drive” begins with a short poem:

When I was a teenager, I wished to be a trucker. I should say,
rather, the profession was in my top-ten list of future plans.
I was drawn to open roads.
Delighted at the thought of a distant boss, I ached for new
lands.
Airbrakes excited.

Paar instead follows the traditional path for a high school graduate, taking a bus from Portland, Oregon to northern California with her mother to attend a private college she couldn’t afford, and quickly abandons. Paar is pulled between what society says she should do, and the desire for an extraordinary life. Her longing for travel and solitude is a constant theme in The Exit is the Entrance. And yet, interspersed between these essays of escape, there are stories of staying—in school in the desert; with a father who “…offered me a guest room to land in: a room with a tiny twin bed, tucked into a suburb safe from homelessness…”; at various jobs and in contact with various people. In this way, Paar is not in a constant state of flux, but rather experiences “…years of successive risk and recovery.”

Another theme in The Exit is the Entrance is erasure—losing yourself entirely in an experience so that you are no longer aware of your own self. Erasure to Paar is both a goal and a wound. It was a little hard for me to wrap my head around at first, but as she explains in the essay, “Erasure,”

Living in the desert, you began to feel that if you could erase
yourself enough, your various moods and agendas, needs and
desires, you could simply become a pair of ears to hear, eyes to
see, and hands to translate: purer, uncluttered,
uncompromised. But see, hear, and translate what, and to
whom? You opened your eyes wider, put your ear to the dirt.

[…] Your mind, like this new land, opened out widened, and for
the first time you couldn’t find the ends of it.

In this way, erasure is a subsummation into the essence of being—not a negative annihilation, but instead losing oneself into the flow and connection of the universe, where there is no “I” or “you” but instead only the attachment to humanity and the natural world. But Paar also uses erasure to reckon with our colonial past, writing,

The term “erasure” has been used, in the American West and
around the world, to describe the effects of colonization on
indigenous peoples—you didn’t need the college classes to
know this by now.

I found the use of second person in this essay to be incredibly intimate, allowing the reader to slip effortlessly into her skin. The play between first, second, and third person essays in this collection mimics the movement of the theme, going towards intimacy in first and second, and away from it when she switches to third person. The point of view zooms in and out in the way the essays travel from close relationships to the aloneness of the between times.

The essays are an exploration of liminal spaces, both the physical spaces, such as onboard greyhound buses and other modes of transportation, or the hostel where she lives and works for a time; and more figurative spaces, such as liminal friends and experiences. In the essay, “Osmosis,” Paar writes about attending the music festival Coachella. She surrenders to the music-induced erasure she seeks, but returning to the campground, Paar finds herself longing for connection. She writes,

And I grew restless for the weekend to end, to return to a
community connected with a more common contemporary
reality. This fun was good fun, but it didn’t, couldn’t, extend
beyond itself.

One of the more idiosyncratic spaces she explores is that of funerals and the funeral businesses, truly the epitome of transition. In “Hope for Sale,” Paar passes as a mortuary intern in order to attend a conference where she learns about embalming, reconstruction, and other aspects of “death care.” She ruminates on the juxtaposition of the concern for the grieving alongside the business ramification of the industry, the attention we give at the end of a life versus the care we take with the living.

If human communities put the kind of energy that we put into
grooming and mourning our dead into people still living on the
brink of death, could this life, finally, be less abrasive? Could
we learn to live in peace, not just come to rest at its end?

Yet, this essay is not just concerned with the global discussion of mourning; rather, Paar artfully braids the story of her friendship with (and eventual loss of) Kate, a recently divorced woman struggling with bipolar disorder, taking the universal discussion to the personal, intimate level. This telescoping out and in of a subject is a hallmark of the collection. Even the essays on traveling and escaping are also rooted in something bigger, more important that the current moment.

These lands mirror the oceans once contained in them,
reminding you how even seeming stability (like rock) and flux
(sea salt water) interchange over time, which reminds you (yet
again) just how connected all earthscapes and the creatures
within them are.

Throughout this collection, Paar, while in a perpetual journey towards and away from situations, places, and people, finds herself drawn to the universal experience.

 

The Exit is the Entrance: Essays on Escape by Lydia Paar
University of Georgia Press
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Lara Lillibridge (she/they) sings off-beat and dances off-key. She is the author of The Truth About Unringing Phones: Essays on Yearning; Mama, Mama, Only Mama: An Irreverent Guide for the Newly Single Parent; and Girlish: Growing Up in a Lesbian Home. Lara is an editor for HeartWood Literary and holds an MFA from West Virginia Wesleyan College.

 

Looking for the Other Side of the Dad Joke: A Review of Lucas Mann’s Attachments

Looking for the Other Side of the Dad Joke: A Review of Lucas Mann’s Attachments

By Jason Tucker

Attachments: Essays on Fatherhood and Other Performances by Lucas Mann

Lucas Mann’s essay collection Attachments: Essays on Fatherhood and Other Performances interrogates fatherhood tropes, both challenging them and recognizing their role in describing and creating the cultural landscape of Mann’s own early fatherhood.

He writes in “On the Fantasies of Various Apocalypses” that fatherhood stories are hard to separate from those of leaving adolescence, each of them a story of becoming, after which a man has become, permanently, himself. They’re wrong about that; there’s nothing singular or finished about becoming, but these stories mark the world we’re growing from. Adopt, adapt, or reject them, they’re still our reference points. These essays consider what to do with that.

The all-speculative first essay, which the book’s running header helpfully shortens to “Tiny, Spectacular Futures,” is a list of fantasies—hopes and fears for the little person the expectant parents have yet to meet and for the world she will inhabit.

In a mimetic skid from the imaginings of pre-parenthood to the grinding realities of daily and nightly childcare (the essays often return to the trauma of sleep training), the second essay uses a 24-section structural conceit: “An Approximate Hourly Record of Thought and Feelings During a Time of Intense Sleep Deprivation.” A collection of fragments, their common connection is the anxiety of influence as a writer and reader, as a product of and participant in a broader culture, and as a son and a father. Mann puzzles over separating communities from doctrine, and whether he’d be capable of that duality: “…if I was raised by racists, I’m pretty sure I’d be a racist” (22). And the anxiety of being influenced is inextricable from the anxiety of the influence a father casts on his child, even if you’re hyper aware of it as it’s happening.

Mann and I have a lot common. There’s our approximate ages. Our daughters. Entering fatherhood in our thirties. Our writer-teacher-academic careers. The beautifully collaborative parenting partnership with wives whose own professional accomplishments are demanding, and which we support and admire. (His wife is very present in the essays, but his apology in the acknowledgments hints he doesn’t want to exploit her for content or claim her separate experiences as his own in these essays, either.) There are the privileges these lives offer us, being able to be at home enough to do necessary and tedious and heartmelting and burnout-level caregiving in ways that other jobs wouldn’t allow.

Relatability is weak criticism, but I recognize a lot. You should have seen me (and I’m about to make you) the way my wife did coming back into the darkened hotel room after a rigorous on-site job interview, our bottle-refusing daughter finally surrendered to exhaustion, me shirtless and covered in what used to be bottled breast milk, and me feral-eyed at her with the so-help-me-if-you-wake-up-this-goddamn-baby look. And like with Mann’s essays, when my wife and I tell this story now, everybody knows it’s a love story.

These aren’t stories of incompetent fathers being sweet idiots at caregiving, as in many popular narratives. The messy realities of parenting your own child can make anybody look clumsy, but here it’s never that Mann feels like he’s doing a job—labors practical, emotional, and intellectual—that isn’t his to do. To paraphrase a famous t-shirt: dad’s not babysitting.

More commonalities: the debilitating self-awareness recognizable across much Gen-X and Millennial literature, and the perpetual uncertainty of whether anything one does is a sincere choice or a performance of not wanting to be seen and judged. But there’s also the way that the ongoing, concrete demands of care and the humility of nurturing an increasingly autonomous, defiant, and endearingly weird little being can mercifully crowd out all of that. There’s the existential creation of meaning in the doing of the things.

And so, there’s the paradox of seeing a community of dads (or dad bloggers), and responding by turning not toward an all-father community, but back inward to himself and his family (like me to myself and mine; totally get that).  That question of performing actual fatherhood in context of actors and writers and bloggers and other parents rhetorically performing fatherhood is a central concern across the collection.

“An Essay about Watching Brad Pitt Eat That Is Really about My Own Shit” smartly examines Pitt’s unselfconscious masculinity, with that affect and Pitt’s body contrasting Mann’s very different self on both counts, and, more importantly, raising how he and his wife don’t want to pass their own childhood body insecurities to their daughter. But the sharp analysis outward is cut with recognition of what he’s also projecting onto the icons he’s reading:

All I want to do is talk about his body and how noticeable it is to me, how noticeable every body is—that’s the problem—and how insulting to think that nobody makes him account for himself. This is the greatest privilege afforded in my fantasy of thinness: that it eventually might allow you to disappear—to other people, sure, but most of all to yourself (55).

Interrogating media, narrative, literature, how we talk about stuff, is central to the book (and to all the writer and reader types I know), but these essays always come back to a reality, feet on the ground, that all our analysis of media and culture and self can unmoor us from. One essay takes on the distraction of the phone and the life that also happens on it, which is exponentially complicated by parenting and the performance of parenting on social media. He shows the very real value of documenting moments for ourselves. The life online and off still happens, no matter how we intellectualize it.

In “Dads Being Dudes Making Jokes,” he interviews some dad bloggers and contemplates dad joke tropes, the laziest jokes, the anti-intimate puns, the jokes that disclaim responsibility for emotional labor. But the buffoon father of those jokes is at least safe, he says, not a monster: “Part of the joke is you can screw up in all these ways and still be lovable, still be good, but then the line between good and bad gets pretty thin, and then the joke becomes unforgivable” (169).

Mann recognizes how ubiquitously and how unfairly “parenthood” has often just been “motherhood,” and how motherhood literature (and mom bloggers) by necessity have been at it much longer than the just-arrived father-writers looking to do more with their stories and their lives than just repeat their inherited tropes, even if they’re still our reference points.

In an essay appearing later in the collection, a respected elder fiction writer laments from a public stage “kids these days” shying away from the wartime shoot-em-ups he saw as the substance of highest literature. But when, over dinner, he told an honest story about being helpless trying to wrangle his sick and hungry twins, Mann was struck that the famous writer shied away from thinking that could also be the stuff of serious story.

The fathers of wars and apocalypses and high adventure dramas aren’t going anywhere (Mann sees the dad in Cormac McCarthy’s The Road as endearingly sincere amid the horror). But more honest domestic father stories are emerging, and these essays are part of that new tradition. Individually, such stories won’t make a smoldering cultural crater the way a good ol’ post-apocalyptic horror show might. So, to crack the too-simple, too-evasive tropes that have dominated father stories for so long, we’re going to need a lot more of these, a lot more often, and for a long time.

 

Attachments: Essays on Fatherhood and Other Performances by Lucas Mann
University of Iowa Press
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Jason Tucker teaches writing at Suffolk University. His essays have appeared in River TeethThe Southeast ReviewWaccamawSweetCream City Review, and elsewhere. He and his wife, Amy Monticello, are co-authors of The Routledge Introduction to American Life Writing.

 

Delight as Superpower

Delight as Superpower

By Joanna Eleftheriou

Brown Women Have Everything: Essays on (Dis)comfort and Delight by Sayantani Dasgupta

With this collection of gorgeous new essays, Sayantani Dasgupta designs for her readers a magical craft that transports us to unexpected places. Alongside her, we fly from Moscow, Idaho, to Florence, Italy and from Kolkata, India (population: four and half million) to a cemetery in Beaufort, North Carolina (population: four and half thousand).

Dasgupta possesses an unparalleled eye for seemingly mundane details that unlock whole worlds of experience—the hemlock, old oaks, and Spanish moss of the southeastern U.S., and her grandfather’s diary, his beautiful hand. The book’s salient delight, though, is the way Dasgupta describes food, both the curious treats of her U.S. encounters, “muscadine jelly, strawberry and walnut jam, a bottle of spicy blueberry glaze, tomatillo salsa, a sample pack of grits, a one-pound bag of the prettiest beans I have ever seen,” as well as the chutneys she presents as a symbol of home. Chutneys engage all our senses when Dasgupta describes them, for they are not just flavorful but also gorgeous, as it can be plain but also decadent, “studded with dates, raisins, cashews, and a sweet mango leather called aam shotto.” Mustard oil, Dasgupta tells us, “pungent at room temperature, spiky when it hits a hot pan,” underpin the whole thing; absent its “anchoring quality” a tomato chutney “just will not sing.”

While vibrant flavors unfamiliar to the American palate are a staple of this kind of literature, Dasgupta brings to U.S.-based readers an immigrant experience we don’t often see. Rather than the typical tale of an immigrant liberated from destitution by the U.S., and offered a menial wage as a blue collar worker, Sayantani Dasgupta gives us, instead, a story of coming to America to write.

In making her art, Dasgupta naturally holds up a mirror for members of the white majority to see themselves. Her time as a graduate student and instructor gives her occasion to show us college culture through her eyes—in that mirror we see “Ugg boots, man buns,” and how to distinguish “hipster from a hippie, an emo from a goth, a nerd from a dork.” We see the sadness and loneliness, too, of kids who were perhaps never taught how to find pleasure in books. And we see the U.S. as a place of promise, yes, where a young woman can realize her dreams of becoming a writer trained at a university, but also of disappointments and contradictions, where the group that has handed down power from generation to generation finds itself threatened by a twenty-first century culture that has asked for a tiny bit more fairness. The collection’s title, Brown Women Have Everything, arose in a conversation between the essayist and a white woman whose envy bubbles through. The woman covets this author’s success, and attributes that success to Dasgupta’s skin color rather than to her abilities. Envy is longing that has turned bitter, brittle, these essays show, and readers witness in Dasgupta’s pages what they’ve seen too many times before: an entitled dominant group that insists on seeing other people as the reason for their unhappiness.

The tragedy of the woman who says brown women have everything is that she really believes it. Her entitlement blinds her to her own privilege, to the spoils of whiteness for which she never had to fight. By dramatizing this moment of envy made explicit, and then planting echoes throughout the book, Dasgupta makes the essay collection in part a meditation on scarcity, resourcefulness, and pleasure, and what it takes to really feel our pleasures and rather than envy feel, instead, I have enough.

Offering a counterpoint to envy, these essays portray the author’s Indian family in moments of delight. We realize, as readers, that to delight in what one already has is to possess a superpower—and that perhaps we should try to acquire that power, rather than every last trophy or token of achievement. The blessings of Bengal—plentiful fish, the soft textures of homespun fabrics, a chorus of life in the bustling streets—are riches that belong to us all. The book offers a sense of magic and of the delightful good luck forfeited by white Americans who want to believe that every good thing they possess results from their own goodness or good works—that they earned what they have, and they deserve it.

The microaggressions Dasgupta endures puncture her sense of connection and belonging. We all share the author’s longing to belong, to be accepted and respected, and yet also be distinctly ourselves. The essay “Mane Story,” centering on the author’s fantastic yet foreign-to-white-American-stylists hair, brings this predicament to life in all its complexity. The form of the essay is perfectly suited to raising such unanswerable cultural questions. Why do white people feel so tethered to deservingness, and at what cost? Is there any amount of civil rights and social justice work that could free Americans from the bean counting impulse to measure who has what, and believe that other people “have everything”? Does white envy do more damage to the envied or the envier?

Without romanticizing the past, Dasgupta presents us a history that lies hidden in plain sight. In an essay about her new home in coastal North Carolina, Dasgupta visits confederate monuments and presents U.S. history in nuanced ways that serve as an antidote to the simplistic debates about race, class, and immigration that plague so much of our discourse. That essay about her coastal home, “Girl in the Rum Barrel,” exhibits what I have admired about Sayantani Dasgupta’s writing since I first read it several books ago. It is her perfect endings—the way she can give us the sense of an ending without wrapping up all the themes and conflicts in a conspicuous bow. That essay’s last paragraph ties it to the collection’s larger themes by mentioning the “rewards” of her outings, the counterpoint of horror and beauty she discovered on her trips near home, and concludes by saying “I grabbed my husband’s hand, and together we went off in search of food.”

What lingers is a sense that we are all still searching, and that we would be better off if we’d just pursue our desires, and appreciate what we find, however short it falls of our aspirations. Westerners, especially bootstrapping Americans raised on a Protestant Work Ethic, could benefit by studying the ability of a south Asian to face the world’s blessings and hardships with gratitude and wonder. These essays show that there’s dignity not just in pursuing your dreams in new places, but also in making mistakes, in being homesick, in the quotidian suffering of bland food and pedestrian conversations. Ultimately, what Sayantani Dasgupta realizes is that her greatest gift is something all of us have as our human birthright: an imagination. And to enjoy its pleasures, all we have to do is put it to use.

 

Brown Women Have Everything: Essays on (Dis)comfort and Delight by Sayantani Dasgupta
The University of North Carolina Press
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Joanna Eleftheriou is author of the essay collection This Way Back and has published essays, poems, and translations in Bellingham Review, Arts and Letters, and The Common. A contributing editor at Assay: A Journal of Nonfiction Studies, Joanna teaches at Christopher Newport University and the Writing Workshops in Greece.

 

Origins of a Singular Affinity

Origins of a Singular Affinity

By Mark Neely

Nola Face: A Latina’s Life in the Big Easy by Brooke Champagne

In the opening essay of this witty and incisive debut collection, Brooke Champagne says that “telling and listening to stories” is her “singular affinity,” and the essays that follow are, in part, an attempt to both explain the origins of this affinity and an exploration of how such stories shape our lives. As far as origins go, Champagne comes from a family of larger-than-life characters who aren’t afraid to sprinkle a little fiction into their tales, which is perhaps one reason Champagne clings so fiercely to the truth. There’s her Ecuadorian grandmother, Lala, equal parts mystical and profane, who teaches her granddaughter how to navigate a world rigged to minimize the contributions of Latina women, particularly free spirits such as herself. Lala “sticks it to the man” by shoplifting cheap toys—justifying her habit by only taking items that lack price tags—and punishes her philandering husband by shoving a hot pepper where the sun don’t shine. 

On the other side of the family there is Champagne’s French-Sicilian father, a hard-drinking, yarn-spinning roughneck who “disappears from her life for months, then years, at a time,” only to pop back into the picture when he has a story that’s too good to keep to himself. Perhaps he wants to chat about the irony of getting shot at the Friendly Inn or his encounters with the “Chicken Lady” who gave him an amulet (made of moth wings, navel lint, and crack cocaine) that was so good at attracting women he had to throw it down the sewer just to get some peace. Rounding out the family are a mother whose idea of humor is to lock a young Brooke out of the house, then pretend not to recognize her when she comes knocking, and a sister who calls on Brooke for a ride to a job interview at a strip club named Lipstixx.

Nola Face falls into the tradition of colorful family memoirs like Mary Karr’s The Liars’ Club—or Danielle Trussoni’s less well-known but equally compelling Falling Through the Earth—and like those books it both exposes hard truths about her family and makes clear that it is at least in part this unusual upbringing that gives Champagne the tenacity, humor, and imagination that make her writing so compelling. Another trait essential to Champagne’s story is one she inherited from both her family and New Orleans, the city she credits with raising her—this she calls “bugginess,” a word which “represents…the best of humanity: dogged, crazy optimism in times of darkness, an earned, post-Katrina perspective, a flood-took-my-house-but-I’ve-got-a-full-flask mentality.”

One of Champagne’s many gifts is illuminating big ideas through the lens of personal experience, as in “Nice Lady,” where she recounts the night she was carjacked by two young Black men, and investigates how her repeated retellings illuminate the complex racial dynamics of the story. “Because making meaning of it,” she writes, “involved projecting onto myself not just brownness or whiteness, wokeness or brokeness, wrongness or rightness, but some muddled, middle version that makes any self-narrative more challenging to share.”

Another of the book’s best essays, “Bobbitt,” is a level-headed reconsideration of the oft-sensationalized case of Lorena Bobbitt, reframing it as an immigrant story (Bobbitt is also of Ecuadorian descent) and examining more nuanced and complex renderings of her life, particularly in the recent documentary, Lorena. Champagne connects the story to Lala and the infamous hot pepper, but also to her own development as a writer and her philosophy of nonfiction:

The writer, like the documentarian, constructs, repackages, misjudges, and concludes, in the midst of fleeting action, no matter how powerful or terrifying, whatever gets pushed in or sliced off in any discreet moment in human history.

All puns aside, this passage is a succinct rendering of Champagne’s project, which is to think hard about complicated characters and incidents so that she might get to something like the truth. And in Champagne’s hands the truth is often complicated, even traumatic, but never without the doses of humanity and humor that make her writing so compelling.

The book’s title comes from Champagne’s dog, Nola, and the comic and envious face she makes in the presence of other female dogs, those privileged purebreds who flaunt their perfect features and meticulous grooming. Champagne sees parallels in her own moments of envy, particularly to those “pedigreed” writers who seem born into a certain level of privilege and comfort, where she has had to fight and struggle to make a life as an artist. In this struggle, she embodies the spirit of both the dog and the city she was named for, and announces herself as a writer the rest of us will surely find ourselves enjoying (and envying) for years to come.

 

Nola Face: A Latina’s Life in the Big Easy by Brooke Champagne

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Mark Neely is the author of Beasts of the Hill, Dirty Bomb (both from Oberlin College Press), and Ticker, which won the Idaho Prize for Poetry and was published by Lost Horse Press. His fourth book, Late Stage, is forthcoming from Jacar Press in 2025. He is a professor of English at Ball State University and co-editor at River Teeth: A Journal of Nonfiction Narrative.