By Jennifer Todhunter
I open the door to see if you’re there, the door with the fresh coat of turquoise paint and brass hinges. There is a noise, a constant; it could be the rain or the thick of my heart in my eardrums. I’ve never heard this sound before, this sound against this door—this roof, this life, they aren’t mine. On the other side of the door is the rain, the cold, the death of our marriage, all the uncertainty, like spiders burrowing inside wooden corners, like grass clawing around tree stumps, the mortared space between two bricks—the freshness that follows. I inhale, lean against its frame, the jamb, and wait. It’s this sound that keeps me up, the scratch of rain across windows, like fingernails against my back, slipping over the curves, our curves and down, and down—the drop.
Jennifer Todhunter‘s stories have appeared in SmokeLong Quarterly, Necessary Fiction, CHEAP POP, and elsewhere. Her work has been selected for Best Small Fictions and Wigleaf’s Top 50 Very Short Fictions. She is the Editor-in-Chief of Pidgeonholes. Find her at www.foxbane.ca or @JenTod_.
Photo by Priscilla Du Preez courtesy of Unsplash
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