By Stephanie Friedman
April 20, 2015
Spring had been so long in coming. At last tree buds, gray-green and plump, were braving the frigid sunshine. I had left my office in only a thin windbreaker, with just my keycard in my pocket, my cold hands clasping the cuffs of my sleeves. I had intended to circuit the Japanese garden–gravel path, half-moon bridge, stepping stones across the dry pond–then go back to work.
Instead I pressed on into the less kempt part of the park. An old man pumped by on his battered Schwinn. A faded sign said, “Bird Sanctuary. Please stay on the path.”
Starlings and sparrows darted from ground to bush and back again, but one little bird, so like a titmouse in size and color but uncrested, remained perched on a yellowed remnant of last summer’s weeds. I was entranced by this slate-colored creature I could not name. At last it darted off into the trees, and I shuffled back to work.
When I returned to my office, I searched online for “small blue bird Illinois.” I clicked through the flood of images until I found the blue-gray gnatcatcher, sized so it can snatch its miniscule prey on the wing.
Now I know its name, but I also know I revisit that day because I stood there considering nothing but the cold sunlight, this little bird, and the leafless twig it perched upon. I fed upon a tiny crumb of wonder–which is always there if we will find it, isn’t it?
Stephanie Friedman is the program director of the Writer’s Studio at the University of Chicago Graham School of Continuing Liberal and Professional Studies, a creative writing program for adult students. My work has appeared in Michigan Quarterly Review, and online at Hunger Mountain, Literary Mama, and Blood Orange Review.
Photo “Blue-gray gnatcatcher” provided by Dendroica cerulea via Flickr creative commons license.
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