By Emma Baum
After calling eighteen days in a row, I know not to hang up when my mom doesn’t answer after the fourth or fifth ring. Her phone is chronically lost, and I imagine her elbow deep in the living room couch or emptying her overstuffed purse onto the kitchen counter, one pair of glasses perched in her hair, another on her freckled nose.
When she answers, I tell her about the print of a woman in a boat I purchased from the campus poster sale to fill the still blank walls of my dorm. She asks for a picture. I hear when she sees it, how her breath trips and falls into a laugh before she tells me that The Lady of Shalott hung above her bed, too, when she was a student. I imagine my mom at eighteen, winding the phone cord around her fingers as she talks to her own mother. I long for a landline of my own, for a cord to coil around myself, tethering me to my mother’s voice. I laugh with her, and through the static, I can’t tell where her laughter ends and mine begins.
I give my mom the nineteenth day off. When I laugh at dinner with new friends and my last sight before sleep is the Lady, her boat just unmoored, something in me pulls taut, a caller wandering into another room mid-chat. Then I follow the line back to where all the best parts of me start and listen in.
Emma Baum is a journalism student from St. Louis, Missouri. She thinks the best things in life are her family, cooking in a clean kitchen, and rearranging her bookshelves. A lifelong writer, this is her first national publication.
Image by George Chandrinos courtesy of Unsplash
Absolutely wonderful.
. How could a reader not love the mom, the relationship, and the homesick daughter, after reading this?
Such a beautiful piece of writing!
Beautiful piece! I love the title and the way you carried us through your connection and love.
This is lovely—such a “connection” with your mother is precious. Do keep writing.
Sweet piece. I had to laugh at the static. Landlines didn’t typically have static but I like the metaphor.
Lovely work. That poster hung in my dorm too. Congrats on your first publication, from, another journalism undergrad
Emma, your mom must be so proud of your beautiful piece and this accomplishment!
Emma, keep writing–your work is stunning and profound and shows how crucial generational ties are to our sense of belonging.
Moving and lovely!
This is beautiful. Made me think about my mom, and those calls from the dorm. We had to replace her phone cord because the static was unbelievable! I sure do wish I could call her now. Keep writing, please! My mom would want me to tell you that.
I appreciate that this is completely about love between a mother and daughter. Not fraught. Just fresh and real. And I love the landline metaphor for connecting between the two. And the humor of that common bond, the poster. As most comments above, yes, just lovely.
All of the above. I thoroughly enjoyed this story.