By Sabrina Hicks
One evening, when my kids were little and demanding, and my sense of self felt like a slow leak, replaced with the repetition and duty of young motherhood, I took refuge in my backyard. I was alone, feeling a thousand miles away from the desert and mountains of my childhood, uprooted and placed in a New York suburb near a hidden coastline. Off my deck, I spotted something silver twisted among the low branches of an old oak and extracted the remains of a mylar balloon with an attached envelope holding a dollar bill and a request: “Please make my birthday wish come true and call me.”
I called the number, wishing a man in New Jersey a happy birthday while he shouted with excitement. In the background I heard cheering as the man relayed my message. The balloon traveled one hundred miles in two hours! Everyone at his party had said it would get caught in trees or wires, cast out to sea, and he would never get a phone call. We spoke about the odds of what had transpired, all the potential outcomes, how the winds moved north that day, how he’d announced his wish would only be granted if he received a phone call. I didn’t ask him his wish or tell him I’d been looking up trying to see something bigger than myself and the expectations I still held onto. I let his excitement release me above the treetops, to the brief blue stretch of sky.
Sabrina Hicks now lives in Arizona with her family. Her work has appeared in Best Small Fictions, Best Micro Fiction, Wigleaf’s Top 50, as well as numerous journals, both online and in print. More of her stories can be found at sabrinahicks.com.
Image by Clay Banks courtesy of Unsplash
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