By Carol Dannhauser
The night before my surgery I thanked my uterus: for carrying my two little guys, as well as the tadpole whose heart faded two months in. For the first guy’s dimples. For the cleft in the second guy’s chin. For keeping cancer at bay until my boys became men. Then, for sending me signs when my cells went rogue.
I’d ignored those signs, busy as I was with life and work and Mom and her stroke. But my uterus was not deterred. She kept dispatching signals, insisting I investigate.
Later, after the scalpel sliced, severing my precious body purse and her contents, wiping out her entire neighborhood, I waited for test results. When they arrived, I thanked her again: for tucking the tumor in her pocket, and carrying it out within her smooth, strong walls.
Carol Leonetti Dannhauser is a journalist and writer who loves food, words, music, her family, and playing outside. She earned an MSJ from Columbia University and is a co-founder of the Fairfield County Writers’ Studio.
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Short and to the point, full of heart and brilliance. Just as you are, Carol. So glad for a happy ending!
To be able to express such a range of emotions and elicit strong, heartfelt reactions from the reader in such a short piece is truly artful. It’s pure poetry. I’m so happy she didn’t let you down.
Took my breath away! So much conveyeed and such huge significance in this small collection of mesningful words!
Such a lovely perspective on how life changes us and how to be grateful for finding resilience anyway. Thank you from someone who’s had cancer too and somehow survived.
A short piece that says more than volumes could. Brought tears to my eyes. Kudos on a strong, heartfelt work.
brilliant
This piece has so much such vividness and clarity and STORY in so few words, I’ll be coming back to it many times. That middle stanza especially, whoa!
Lovely. As a physician I often thank my body parts ( kidneys, eyes, liver) for the exceptional role they play on a daily basis without me even thinking about it. This is a great essay.
To also keep it short: perfection!
I loved this. Hope your body is healing well. Your writing is always inspiring.
So beautifully eloquent. Hope all is well, now and in the future!
Hi Carol – I loved this. A beautiful piece! I felt very proud when I realized I know this woman!! Congrats!
Loved this essay. The uterus as a main character is brilliant. Bravo.
Carol, I love this piece! You expressed it all so beautifully. I’m so glad you’re fine now!
I admire that you felt gratitude at a time like that and wrote about it later with clarity, so beautifully.and without unnecessary embellishment. It says so much.
My sincerest thanks to you all, old friends and new!!! ❤️❤️❤️
How beautifully generosity and conciseness combine in this piece! Bodies are so amazing.
Two little guys, the tadpole, the dimples, the cleft…so tactile and sweet, linked and affectionate. A high-performing uterus, worthy of recognition. A lovely and evocative piece.
Just lovely! Thank you!
mysterious yet so transparent
subject so personal yet universal
images tender and strong
short but dense
We never know how our day will end. Thank you for sharing your story.
I was floored by the dogged persistence of her uterus, sending her warning signs again and again. She at last heeded tge sign allowing the uterus to sacrifice itself for her life..
I read Carol’s story as a parable — that our bodies, right down to the individual organs, are there to defend us, as long as we listen, and as long we treat them with the same respect as they accord us.
How sweetly reverent. And well-deserved; this is an organ that works hard.