By Peter DeMarco
In the toy store at Christmas, you pound your fist into a new baseball glove, a gratifying rhythmic sound, breaking in stiff leather with a fresh scent that could’ve come from nature’s hide. At school, spring feels like a million years away but the teacher allows the class to toss baseballs in the comfort of a newly shellacked gym.
The glove grows softer from playing catch with your father in the yard, and sometimes, when you sleep, you tuck it under the mattress to help its pliability.
During Little League season, the glove provides a season of stellar fielding, smudged with grass stains from diving outfield catches, but then sits forlorn on the bench while you strike out with the bases loaded, losing the championship game.
You store the glove in the garage for the next ten years. You pick it up intermittently, when you retrieve a broom or shovel, and for the final time, after your father’s sudden death, but now, when you pound its dried, cracked leather, the cadence is somber, a dirge for your father’s childhood, playing stickball with his hands on the streets of Brooklyn, for that snapshot of his face in the toy store the day he bought the glove for you, the way he stared at it, like he was buying it for himself.
Peter DeMarco is a retired New York City high school English teacher. Before teaching, Peter had a career in book publishing and spent a considerable amount of time acting in regional theater and attempting to be funny on the amateur stand-up comedy circuit. His writing has appeared in The New York Times (Modern Love), New World Writing, trampset, Maudlin House, New Flash Fiction Review, Does It Have Pockets, Hippocampus, SmokeLong Quarterly, Pithead Chapel, Cleaver, Monkeybicycle, Flash Fiction Magazine. Read more at: peterdemarcowriter.com
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Wonderful rendering of these moments. Ah, to be back in the “glove aisle” at Hickock’s Sporting Goods picking out my first glove, my knuckles stinking from punching the webbing, my whole body practically tethered to that aisle by that rich leather smell. Thank you for taking me back to that place and to the memory of the expression on my own father’s face.
As a mom of a baseball player who just quit after ten years, this one had me feeling some feels.
I still have my late husband’s left-handed baseball glove he bought after we were first married more than 60 years ago…yes, he played stickball on the streets of Brooklyn, then softball in his adult years. He loved the sound of the ball hitting the glove, and I did, too. Thanks for the memory.
Thank you for this tender story. I loved every moment.
A beautifully crafted story. I felt the loss and the love between a father and a son.
So touching, with universal appeal. That phrase is precious.
I still have the Willie Puddinhead Jones glove my father bought me in 1955. I broke it in with bacon fat. Thank you for the memory, Peter.
What a beautiful, poignant piece. Thank you for sharing it with the world. My father died suddenly, too. Ellen