By Courtney Langdell
In the lake on summer evenings at dusk, after the lifeguards have blown their last shrill decree and the children have trudged home with floaties nipping at their heels, I go for a swim.
The lake has been ceded to the birds, who will soon forfeit it to the darkness and the fireflies and all the while the sky sheds its skin, molting feathers of pale blues and pale pinks and pale purples that deepen and stain.
When at last the sky bruises and the lake reflects back a dark ink, the space between collapses. And for those moments—not still, but drifting—weightless moments, I don’t exist as a body, but am dissolved into everything else.
Into the water, the sky, the invisible shuffling of leaves and birds hidden within them, and I can just about forget that I have limbs of my own at all, until a cold current or the brush of a fish startles my foot. And I’m called back into a body of water, or body within a body of water, and I dive underneath the surface—there is one, it is still there—and I swim myself back towards shore.
The air is colder than when I left it, and every baptized hair on my body stands erect in response. The chill is jarring—always jarring—against the warmth of the blood in my veins, so I embark on my own walk home with trails of night dripping wet and cold down my skin.
Courtney Langdell is an emerging writer, a freelance editor, and Chief Publishing Officer at Bookfox Press.
Image by Alfie Thompson courtesy of Pexels
*This essay originally appeared in the Beautiful Things series on November 3, 2025.

































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































A beautiful, evocative piece. And a wonderful photo.
Such beautiful imagery and words you used to capture the scene! Loved it!!
A tour de force in miniature!
Thank you for your lovely eye and pen.
What a gorgeous piece!
A wonderful piece!
This piece is gorgeously written. I especially love: “for those moments—not still, but drifting—weightless moments, I don’t exist as a body, but am dissolved into everything else.”
…the sky sheds its skin…
…the space between collapses…
…trails of night dripping wet and cold down my skin.
These lines take me to the liminal space between body and whatever else we are.
A most beautiful thing. Thank you for this; it is a meditation, a poem, a psalm.
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This is gorgeous! “While the sky sheds its skin…”
a beautiful evocation of union with all that is. my heart sings…
Gorgeous! I was right there with you!
Beautiful. Just beautiful.